Haunted

Dear narc,

So I've been thinking about your affair with S oh I know you never admitted it and neither did she but I think that the evidence is pretty clear and I was a fool, I still occasionally envision what she did tell me...you pushing her up against her car kissing her and saying " don't you wonder what it's like to be touched by a real man"then fondling her breasts, five years later it still ticks me off, sometimes I even feel enraged about it, the absolute betrayal of you pursuing her and making her what you called " your confidant" then fucking with my head repeatedly by telling me how sick i am to even think ANY thing was going on still sickens me and is why I will never be your confidant, friend and lover ever again.